There is no language for how I feel.

Hell, I can't even put it in words. Like sex, it's euphoric but it hurts at the same time. [At least for girls... or guys too. LOL]

Take me somewhere far.

I fairly think I need...

I had to emphasize the word FAIRLY since I think it would be fair of me to need and want these things. I think I'm in need of new gadgets. Gadgets that I fairly think will allow me to explore more things in life... and in the web space. First off, there's this new lens I think I need for my good 'ole Nikon D40. It's a Nikon Nikkor 50mm f1.8 lens.

Oh there it is, it would absolutely allow me to create much elaborate "bokeh" shots which, all of you might know by this time, I love.

Then, there's my Illustrator needs. By "illustrator", I totally mean a pen tablet. This particular one, Wacom Bamboo Pen Tablet would be a good starter for me. I again, fairly think I need it to practice. Also a good way to draw using my hand. Execution is always a factor and sometimes, using a mouse doesn't result to equal proportions of my concept and how I executed it.

You can't deny that darkness is an inevitable and scrumptious choice. Especially when the pain is just unbearable. But then again, there is no such thing as unbearable pain. Sometimes, there is. Oh how I contradict myself at times. Actually, always. See how I did that right before I typed this?

Blurred Lights

If there's one thing I'm absolutely sure I'm addicted to, that would be this photography technique called "Bokeh". This Japanese term is literally translated as "blurred circles" which happens to be a very beautiful mistake. Technically, when mistakes happen, it tends to disturb the quality of an image. Not for "bokeh".